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Transcript: Poems on Air, Episode 10 - Donika Kelly

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LYNNE THOMPSON: Hello! My name is Lynne Thompson, Poet Laureate for the City of Los Angeles and I’m so happy to welcome listeners to this installment of Poems on Air, a podcast supported by the Los Angeles Public Library. Every week, I’ll present the work of poets I admire, poets who you should know, and poets who have made a substantial and inimitable contribution to the art and craft of poetry.

LYNNE THOMPSON: This month, Cave Canem, an organization founded by Cornelius Eady and Toi Derricotte to remedy the under-representation and isolation of African American poets in the literary landscape, celebrates its 25th anniversary. The organization’s success in cultivating the artistic and professional growth of African American poets is reflected in the numerous awards those poets have received, from the Pulitzer Prize to California’s Kate Tufts Discovery Award to the National Book Award, to name but a few. A recent recipient of the Tufts Discovery Award is Donika Kelly who born in Los Angeles. Her most recent collection, The Renuncia-tions, was published last month.

LYNNE THOMPSON: Today’s poems is “In the Chapel of St. Mary’s” by Donika Kelly.

In the Chapel of St. Mary’s

I can’t tell you what happened
there, why I entered the sanctuary,

a non-believer. Only that I
have been thinking about worship,

the altar of the body and supplication,
for some time. My thoughts turn,

as they often do in this season of absence,
to my wife, and how tired a god can get

when called, and too often, for little reason,
but loneliness. Of course, I don’t mean god here,

but rather the woman I love, who alters
the orbit of my life, pulls me with the density

of light toward her, the draw thinner
when she is farther away, as she is now.

I try to find comfort in the inevitability
of science, when what I lack is faith.

The sanctuary—the stained glass,
four girls saturating it with soft chatter,

small pots of stargazer lilies, a lace ribbon
for each pew—this place is full of faith

in the unknown, and I don’t know
how to believe in what I cannot see.

Tonight I will drive through the foothills
and into the valley. I will try to make

a little practice, to trust you are with me,
even though you are somewhere else.

LYNNE THOMPSON: The Los Angeles Poet Laureate was created as a joint program between the City’s Department of Cultural Affairs and the Los Angeles Public Library and this podcast will be available on the Library’s website. In the future, episodes will be available on iTunes, Google, and Spotify. Thanks for listening!

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